Dick Envy or Gay for Dick

When you watch porn and jerk off are you watching the woman as she is getting fucked or are you watching his big cock fuck her? Do you find yourself wishing your cock could please a woman like real men can or are you secretly wishing for a nice big cock to fuck you like that? I bet you wish someone would fuck you like pornstars get fucked. You have a small cock anyway, but it's not just dick envy is it?