HEARTLESS

You get home from work so completely excited to see me on Valentines Day. You had dinner reservations for us and a ton of gifts to please me with. You see me sitting at my makeup vanity getting ready and youre astounded by my beauty as always.. I tell you that theres something I need to tell you and Ive been waiting for a while but figured today would be the best day to do it. I tell you how I really feel. My demeanor immediately changes into that bitch that you hate and love so much. I tell you its just not going to work anymore. That you bore the fuck out of me. That this little charade is getting pathetic. Youve known from day one that I was using you but you tried so hard to look past it just to keep me. Just to even merely be in my presence. We never even had sex. Im always out at odd hours. We dont even go to bed together. That doesnt make this hurt any less though. Sure, you saw all the signs.. but I make you so incredibly happy. Those mere moments when I make you feel loved. Fleeting but so fucking powerful. Making me smile makes your world complete. You cannot live without me. So you question why Im getting ready to go out. You already knew the answer.. but you are addicted to the pain at this point. You drop to your knees when I tell you that Im going out with another man. The man ive been fucking for months. Oh, I know. That hurt. I just laugh though. I revel in your misery. Youre embarrassed and BROKEN. You cant be without me though.. so I give you a very special choice to make. Now I wonder what you will choose...