Financial Self Destruction

I know how much you crave absolute financial ruin. That burning desire to self destruct thats always in the back of your mind... its completely inescapable. No matter how hard to try to fight it or quit entirely, you always fail. It doesnt matter that its irresponsible or bad for you -- you dont care. You dont care about what sacrifices youll have to make later to make up for how much you spend, you dont care how reckless you get when you lose control like this. All of that just makes you want to send MORE. You want to max out every credit card you have. You want to go completely into the red, all for me. You cant help it! You love the feelings it gives you. The instant surge of pleasure you get every time you buy more clips or send a tribute is a feeling like no other. You love how useful it makes you feel. And most importantly, you love that it makes you exist to me, even if only for just a second. Send more and more and more, with no concern for the consequences. Youll figure out whatever you have to do to be able to continue to send. Give in to the urges and financially self destruct!