Jut a Hole For My Ashes

You will learn to love her smoke, to love everything coming from her divine mouth. Open your mouth, wide, as much as you can. It's not a mouth anymore, it's not even a human ashtray, it is just a hole. A pathetic hole, ready to be used - or not. Wait patiently. If your jaws hurt, you are doing it the right way. Inhale her smoke, swallow the ashes, don't disappoint her: anticipate the taste on your tongue, in this hole of yours. Don't move an inch, even if it hurts. That's how she wants you to be trained when she is smoking. Nothing more than a hole, nothing human anymore... Will you do that for her?